Wish numero uno:

THATS THE BEST WAY OF PUTTING 'WISH' IN 'WISHLIST'.  Yeah plain wish.

Enough shits.  Here's what i want for Christmas(but of course what I really want is that hot piece of man meat above).

1.  Red/Blue shoelaces, just like this:

2.  anything with peace sign on it:

3.  GUITAR PICK NECKLACE

well not excatly these necklaces, but you could buy me a pick, I'll make the necklace myself, haha.

BASICALLY THATS IT.

WELL ANYWAY I DONT REALLY WISH FOR ANYTHING THIS CHRISTMAS (EXCEPT FOR HAVING WILLIAM BECKETT) I ACCEPT ANY GIFT, THE BEST GIFT YOU COULD GIVE ME IS FRIENDSHIP IM NOT THE MATERIALISTIC FRIEND. IM OKAY WITH A 24 HOUR CONVERSATION AS A GIFT. NO SHIT. BUT YEAH FRIENDSHIP IS PRICELESS THATS WHY ITS MORE EXPENSIVE THAN ANY GIUFT I WILL EVER RECEIVE.

AND THE BEST WAY TO CLOSE THIS.

Plot.  Its a story of a boy meets girl, girl meets boy, but then its not a love story, its a story about love.  Haha.  Yeah Basically thats the tagline.  Summer Finn, doesnt believe in love, relationship and all that fairytale nonsense, the narrator mentioned its because of the disintegration of her parents marriage.  While Tom Hansen is otherwise, he invisions himself spending the rest of his life with the woman he loves, his soulmate, the narrator(whom is very helpful in giving understanding to the background of the plot) mentioned that it stemmed from his addiction to British pop music and the misinterpretation of "The Graduate." So when Tom meets Summer he fell in love with her and he decided that shes the woman hes going to spend his life with, shes the one.  Summer on the other hand dont make it clear to Tom the status of what they have, they hold hands, they had shower sex but then according to Summer, theyre just friends, which Tom angrily replied, "friends, my balls."  The story progresses through back and forth happenings within the 500 days Tom had known Summer.  Its quite unique because if youre going to sit there starting on the middle of the film you absolutely wont get the tiny details, those tiny big details that are actually significant to the plot, on how he was madly inlove with her, their arguments about Ringo Starr, Nancy and Sid and how they pretended they own Ikea.  I really like how they made the movie, the color, the plot, there are some small lapses by the writer but then it was quite consistent.  I also like how Tom have her little sister as his voice of reason, telling him to weigh his decisions. It was a feel good movie all right. Its not really that unhappy ending because in the end they learn fro each other.  Oh by the way the ending, Summer married a guy she met at a deli while shes waiting for Tom and that broke Toms heart.

Zooey Deschanel as Summer Finn.  Her blue eyes blend with the movies color tone.  Shes not really a remarkable actor, shes okay, she could act quite natural.  But yeah the role suits her.  I like her dresses in the movie and her 60's hair cut.

Joseph Gordon-Levitt as Tom Hansen.  He's a good actor, yeah.  He cool at being the bizzare romantic 'deep' guy.  I think I might fall for his smile.  So I reckon his performance was effective becasue I could feel his emotions, I could relate to his characters thoughts.  I love his shirts in the movie especially Joy Divisons, Love Will Tear Us Apart.

The Songs from the Movie.  The soundtrack is plain awesome.  Old times like Simon and Gurfunkel, Hall and Oates, The Smiths (thats how hey started their first conversation), Regina Spektor, yeah British music.  They chose the right songs for the scenes, like the scenes would be nothing without the songs on the background, perfectly suited.  And yeah for the next three weeks or so i might be listening to the soundtrack over and over on my headphones.

Best Movie Opening.  The movie opens with the authors note: The following is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental. Especially you Jenny Beckman. Bitch.

Overall.  Great feel good movie, maybe not the movie that you would watch on widescreen but yeah its a movie that provoke thoughts, discussions, debates and arguments. A movie that make sense, not the average romantic flick because it has the indie feel to it.  So if you love British music, indie films and Ringo Starr, you might not want to miss this movie.  I'll give it four and a half stars out of five.

PS;

There was scene at the park where Tom and Summer is having like a contest on who could say the word "penis" louder.  For the lulz me and my friend did it at Dunkin Donuts, that felt great.

for a more film critic way of reviewing the movie here.

Ive read two novels in one seating.

Made a playlist for my friends, Im about to burn them and Im also making a cover design for the cd.

Im sick.

Of my life.

Going back to the same routine every night, my job is nightshift.  I might get terminated of tardiness or Im not going to be regularized.

I dont care.

Coz nobody cared about me either.

Nobody listens.

But one.

He didnt really understood me, he just say he did.

Im floating in uncertainty.

I dont know what I want.

Except that I want somebody to sit beside me and tell me they care.

Or show they care by just sitting with me and listening.

Im tired.

Of chasing my dreams.

How can I do what I want when I dont even know what I want in the first place.

Or maybe i just need to grow up.

Or let go of all the grudge I keep against the society that isnt reallt treating me well.

Am I not likable?

Only my friends says, but they dont really like me either.

And I dont quite trust them now.

Theyre decepticons.

I need to find my self.

I need soul searching.

I need love.

PS: I f youve read this Im sorry theres nothing really interesting about this. And dont worry I'll probably get this over with tomorrow.

Im scouring already for my Christmas gift for somebody, Im actually worrying because Im not really good with gifts that is because I rarely give gifts I just receive them.  

Whats with Leighton Meester and all these music videos??

Sorry this journal is so random, Im going to post a more comprehensible one when my cerebrum and cerebellum are already in place.  I'm kinda feeling high and lost as of the moment.  

Any upcoming movie you are excited about?? I definitely want to check out that Zooey Deschanel movie, its, well..cute.  Ooops please done answer New Moon  by the way.

There are a lot of things I miss.  Numero uno would be the Buzznet that was Buzznet a year ago, or two maybe.  Everybody seemed sensible and full of wits.  Its sad that there isnt anymore discussion about things I like. And not saying that my generation is better than these kids here but yeah we might be its about generations pride bitches.  It might be that the kids here have move on to another level of pop culture growth and its not my era anymore. FUCK IM GROWIN UP.  Or Im stuck with these loud machines with guyliners screaming about my frustrations and rage.  Though indie kids are really looks artsy fartsy without the grim look on their face theyre still badass in their own way if you know what i mean.

And where's Jerry???Oh yeah on twitter and goodreads.  

And Ikky's thought provoking journals??

I might see HalloweenII, that Rob Zombie shit on theatre next week.  Stop me if you want but you cant. 

Who loves tennis?? Meeee.  Yeah.  Its quite boring but once you had playing big matches you'll learn the excitement of whacking.  And speaking of sports NBA season already started but I've never even seen any game yet.  I guess I'll just watch the play offs next year.

Currently playing believe it or not Michael Buble, I dont know if you know the guy but its standard. Just trippin. 

And ohh Im loving my The Who converses. 

Allyn over and out.

zzzzzz.

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okay..so the above picture doesnt really have anything to do with this..

so heres a story i like this guy, i never thought id like him it just sneaked up on me that yeah he's sweet and maybe i already like him. and im very vocal about it with my friend. of course friends we share everything to them  our innermost frustrations, our deepest thoughts and our cheesiest heartbeats. so i intoduced the guy to my friend because afterall he should meet my friend..

and then..

without me knowing this girl kept texting MY guy and well the rest is betrayal.

im actually thinking she didnt tell me about it maybe because she doesnt want me to be hurt, but if thats what she really intends well she shouldnt have flirted with my frivol guy friend, then she shouldve told me from the start that shes texting him and shes seeing him, she even went to the place we worked to see the guy, all that happened while i sit in my room thinking of how great a pair me and my guy would be.

FUCK.

this gir has this silent bitch reputation behind her, she steals every guy that her friends get, this happened before not just to one of our friends but for two others as i could sof ar recall.

OF COURSE IM JEALOUS GODDAMNIT. DEAD JEALOUS.

Right now i actually just wanna ignore them. anyway i dont have the right he's not my personal possession. So yeah, tahts how cruel life off line could be.

The setting is the future where a man is left alone realizing what his generation had done to Earth, looking back at the major events, tracing back the history and along with it telling the tale of Climate Change to viewers.  The fun part are the animations showing the "statistics" of Global Warming, basically the facts are shown in analogies and examples which makes it not brain cracking to analyze.

Overall the movie is striking, unique and it will leave you asking yourself, "am i stupid?"

Love Game.  Yeah hell havent frozen over yet but im already listening to Lady Gaga.  My ears like them although im embarassed to admit that to myself,haha.  But speaking of love Im being royally puzzled by this guy Im liking he keeps on hanging out with us but he's not commenting on the issue that I like him even though Im a hundred percent sure that he knows about it already.  Though me and my friends dont vocally harass him into liking me and of course Im quite traditional enough to keep the obviousness of my desire to molest him(LOL) when were together.  So what to you think? Is he that friendly and Im just misinterpreting his over friendliness?? Fuckit.  Its hard to decipher his feelings towards me since he's really hard to read guy. To give you like a background of how I met him, he drank from my drinking bottle coz he thought it was his. Haha.  He likes Kings of Leon and The Fray which gave me quite a bad impression about his musical taste but personality wise he's a silent water runs deep type of guy and a man of few words.  And he has long hair, longer than mines.  of course Im not that sure about my feelings to him also, I mean i like him but I dont know if Im ready to have a boyfriend again. So the drama...;D  

Final Destination 4.  Fuck.  Its not worth the money or even my time.  The lead stars dont know how to act freaked out.  the first movie was sacred and it was being destroyed in front of the original fan of the original movie.  Its so devastating.  the scenes are becoming more surreal and the graphics are getting more and more lousy.  Not even gory. Not even thrilling.  the flash backs that are messing up with the premonitions.  A lot of unnecessary characters that should've been given extended appearances and expanded character overview but ended up as extras Im talking about the people in the death list.  It didnt even scared me a bit, I wasnt even grossed out about it.  i was just sitting there seeing the movie and not watching it.  I wont even give it a star.  the ending is the worst ending of a movie Ive ever seen.  I doubt if anybody in their sane minds even enjoyed it.

Apocalypse.  As the world might've known already, Phils was devastated yet again by another super typhon, good things our city is not directly hit but I did went home soaking wet for an hour because of it Im absent today at work because im pretending to be sick just so i could give myself a break from the world that revolves around punctuality.  back to the cataclysmic event it was really scary because it could happen anywhere.  if you want to help click this.

Currentlies:

Music:  Almost Famous movie soundtrack.  Im going to keep playing it for this whole month of October.  It has the magic to it beyond my words to explain.

Book.  Rolling Stone Album Guide.  I bought it at booksale for quite a decent price, with top artists from 1960-1991 and all of their albums with ratings to it.  So Im actually trying to listen to all the albums rated 5 stars under the genre that I like of course.

PS. 

work rant.

You wont believe how unlucky I am to be working with a bunch of badly dressed bitches who think theyre really pretty.  I mean I dont dress up like Im posing for vogue and all but at least I know what looks good on a person and what not but them ugh its embarassing just looking at them.  Also theyre really insecure people theyre not even good towards me, theyre bullying me with upsetting words but i let it pass coz Im giving peace a chance but if my floodgates of anger breaks loose, theyre going to see what hell is like. Just because Im new they dont have the right to even judge me and make offensive comments towards me.  im a civilized person i have breeding I dont stoop down to their level of irrationality.  i dont talk foul only in my online journals. ;

Buzznet Secret Santa.  Yaaay! Im joining this year! I love gifts especially when theyre really surprising like "what the fuck, I never thought you'd wrap gabe Saporta and send him all the way to the Phils for me" that type of reaction when you unwrap something.. Though I prefer gifts without wrapper, less waste people..:D And over the line surprises sometimes are annoying. But whateves we all love gifts, right?  I posted a video of myself for this, this must means I am really determined to join,haha.  Dont watch the vid, I have an accent!haha(When will people realize we all have accents).

Main Lines, Blood Feasts and Bad Tastes. A Lester Bangs reader.  Do you guys still remember this motherfucker?? we werent born yet during the time he stirred the rock scene, he's not a rockstar but he was equally influential.  Goddamnit he is the wittiest motherfucker rock journalism had ever known.  He died of OD also like most rockstars that time did. He's one guys with incredible balls and diss every band from Mick Jagger to The Beatles and could still be very credible.  Im not finished with the book yet(cant hardly wait to).  When Im over with it i will surely make a review.  For starters he was that dude Philip Seymour Hoffman played in Almost Famous. 

District 9.  When was the last time I cried during a movie? Ugh that was when I watched My Girl(the first one where Thomas J died).  that is until I watched District 9 on theater.  Its very wierd for a movie not to be very Hollywood.  Peter Jackson is one man I admire9from being b grade horror director to Lord of the Rings) and Im always a Weta fan.  The movie itself was a moving piece because of how they portrayed the main character Wikus.  He's a good man, good husband and all.  But luck is a bitch that he transformed into a being that made him good as dead. The part where he told his wife he's not giving up pushed my tears out of my eyelids.  Fuck.  Itw as embarassing sobbign on theatre, I feel like everybody heard it.  And also I love the color of the movie. 

You Turn The Earth.  Greenpeace launched its new campaign marking the 100 year countdown to Copenhagen.  It was amazing working again to influence people. Ahhh.  I'd like to pretend Im somebody that matters so I worked with them at least I did somethign worthwhile.  And well there's a lot of lunches on hotels and seaside restaurants during the preparations and meetings.  There are free campaign shirts also. LOL

Trent Reznors guitar pick.  Dont say photo or it did not happen.  Cant transfer the photo from my phone I need to buy bluetooth device first,haha.  Well it did happen.  My friend went to the Last Goodbye Tour and scored Reznor's pick and he handed it to me when he saw me only to get it from me minutes after.  He just let me have a feel of it.  Didnt even try to play with it. ;( I did plan on stealing but yeah I have a halo hanging on my head so yeah.. he might change his mind and give it to me next week.  I wish.

Filmaker?? I really wanted to be one since people recognized indie movies.  Im actually having a chance to be one now.  Im friends with an indie art director and theyre working on a movie around my area.  We get to hang out and I told him I want to make movies he said why not.  But ugh I have a job right now, its quite decent and quite stable.  If I enter film making its not a sure bussiness like we have projects now and then but what happens when we dont have.  Im not really acquainted with thir world Im asking  around how things revolve in there.  hopefully I get to visit their set this coming days and see if it will attract me and see if I will give in.

Swing Life Away.  I didnt like this song at first but Jerry mentioned that she did so I listened to it over and over again(coz I trust her taste).  Then I gradually fallen into the spell of that song.  I started humming and singing it during my blank moments.  And the  I also realized I love the lyrics.  Lesson learned dont judge the song on first listen or even second or even third.  Songs are very powerful.

Meanwhile I finally found the photo ive been looking for a year..it was in flickr, a photo of me and my friends. Here it is:

See Im a hippy! ;D

How do you act in front of the person that likes you but you dont actually like? Err how do you know you like somebody?? Eurgh im not so good at this. I also feel bad sometimes when I shun him up right away when he tries to flatter me. 

And how do you know that guys are actually telling you the truth?? That he likes you? Ugh. 

can you actually like a person who belongs to thr group of society that you have something against??

IM TERRIBLE CONFUSED.

Best of the Week - 08/20/09

though this week isnt the best, there are still bests about this week..

Sen. Chiz Escudero. He is btw the coolest political personality, almost like Obama, though his charisma and wit sometimes are mistaken as arrogance. He was once reprimanded for smoking in the non smoking zone on the hallways of Philippine Senate. Whats best about him this week is he confirmed to me on twitter than he's going to run for office in the coming 2010 election. For months now he was avoiding the questions by the press regarding his candidacy.

Weston Coppola. The hot goth god spawn of Nicholas Cage had taken over my fantasy this week. Euww. He sings for a shitty black metal reject band but his hotness is enough to make me forget about his band. So I found a photo of him pre-goth, SPOT THE SIMILARITIES.

Pride and Prejudice. Actually this could qualify even as best of all time under books category. I am rereading this Jane Austen classic just to exhaust my eyes before sleeping but I fell inlove again with Lizzy and Darcy's arguments slash flirtations. Absolutely delightful writing.

Double Dragon.  One of the most metal guys on twitter recommend this band.  Theyre quite neat at least I have new even though not refreshing music to listen to.  if you love metal look them up in the interwebz ;P

Old Dogs.  That Robin Williams, John Travolta, Seth Green movie.  It is a riot based on the trailer.  Its a reminiscent of Wild Hogs, from same producer so yeah.  It was funny though so unlike the Robin Williams on Flabber, its the naturally funny Robin Williams and John Travolta is the same as his character on Wild Hogs.  Seth Green I dont exactly know why he's in this movie but the dude could be funny so yeah.

Sean Bean to play Ned Stark on HBO's The Game of Thrones.  It is an adoptation of the GRRM saga.  click this for more.

rockedradio.  For Pinoys this might be great radio show to listen to and to follow on twitter, they have different topics every wednesday, political, social and relevant to youths.  hosted by the sharp witted Gang Badoy.